Lately, I’ve been feeling so unfunny that it’s laughable. It’s a result of this terrible habit that I have of comparison. Since I’m working on a book about our New York adventure, I started to read up on the publishing industry and see what books line up with what we’re trying to do. During that research, I stumbled across comedic memoirs that garnered glowing reviews that exclaimed
“…in hilarious fashion…”
“…a hysterical ride…”
“…this is what it would be like if God told jokes…”
I was intimidated and disheartened. There’s no way that I can compete that kind of talent. I might get a “You’re funny” once a week and most times it’s actually directed toward a taller, funnier guy standing behind me.
So, after a day of moping, God decided to snap me out of it. I was riding the elevator down with my co-worker, who has a bum knee. The elevator stopped and a girl got on. I mentioned to my co-worker that she should rent a wheelchair for an upcoming trip to Washington, DC. She said that she had a cane. After a beat, I replied, “Does it have an eight-ball on top of it?”
She laughed, and the new girl held in a guffaw and compressed it into a very amused smile. I still got it.
I left the building with a renewed confidence. I don’t have to compare and compete. There are plenty of laughs to go around. As long as I am true to the mind and voice that God gave me, as well as keep dreaming up pimp-related jokes, then I’ll be alright.





Hahaha I’m glad you got your confidence back!
Thanks – I better put it away before I lose it again!
You’re the phunniest, Filipino from Zolfo that I’ve ever met. Really.
Also, I’m glad you’re feeling free from the whole comparison thing.
Thanks, though I’m kind of annoyed because this one friend is so much better at feeling free from comparison than I am.